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Name: Anniekins
Birthday: 11/4/1988
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Monday, July 06, 2009

Wow, it's been 5 years since I've last written in here, I'm actually surprised that I remembered my password for this long. I guess that just shows how some things never change. Well, it's good to be back. I'm sure I'll be updating this from time to time. Crazy how time flies, I can't believe Xanga is even around.

Reading back on all my previous entries makes me miss all the great memories I had, but I'm so glad that I turned out to be who I am today. It's been a long and crazy 5 years and I wish I had kept updating this, then I'd always be able to look back and reminisce.

Update soon, until then, peace out. ♥


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Gone and disapearing on this cold night
I never thought it'd be that way
Your crying eyes they form the question
Formed by the words that we have shared

Uncovered signs now change the times
Perplexing incongruent lies
Unparalled, impossible, complacent amiable souls

God, I wanna see you on the inside
But it's not feeling like that way
I wanna see you on the inside
But it's not feeling like that way

Confusion bleeds to vulture stares
Conviction bleeds the silence here
She suffocates and I regret
Wafer thin and falling from interest

Goodbye my friend
And disapearing on this cold night
I never thought it'd be this way
Your crying eyes they form the question
Formed by the words that we have shared

I am sorry but this is the way it has to be right now
(The way it has to be)
I am sorry but this is the way it has to be right now
(I don't wanna see you cry)
I am sorry but this is the way it has to be right now
(The way it has to be)
I am sorry but this is the way it has to be right now
(The way it has to be)


Saturday, July 17, 2004

forget that it's raining
and that the traffic goes on for miles
and that all your cds skip
and that his picture still sits inside your wallet
and that its probably crushing now under your weight
and that you wish you could scream right into his face
the way he slammed the door in yours
and remember that
the words make you stronger
and the wounds make you tougher
and the walls you build
make you harder to love.


Friday, July 16, 2004

How far would you go for the one you love ? What would you do to just hold the one you love close in your arms for a second ? This word love, what exactly is it nowadays ? I'd go beyond any limit to have you, to hold you, to be there for you. But, the limit is blocked & I can't do anything. I don't think I can love. Or can someone prove me wrong ?

Don't worry i'll catch you
Don't ever worry
Your arms in mine, anytime
I wouldn't trade anything
You're still my everything

No need for reminding...
You're still all that matters to me


Thursday, July 15, 2004

It's been 2 months & I'm back again.

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you

Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answers
Do you want me too?


Cuz my heart keeps falling faster



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